How about a breakfast with just you and me?
Bad habit comes back - skipping school without a reason and that marks the third times for tmrw. Okay, maybe there's a reason but it's a stupid reason. The reason is the same old issue i have been facing. well what's new? fat issue is back. The feeling when you just don't want to face anybody and want to hide from everybody. The feeling when you feel that you're so big in size that whatever shorts that you wore, you are exposing the big fat thigh and butt of yours and you certainly are not proud of it. In fact, you tried ways to cover it like jacket which is long enough to hide your two dinosaur's eggs. You thought jeans are the best way to cover your fats but no, you are shaping it that out of your body. So it comes to days like these when I don't know what to wear anymore and so, not attending school. The really not good feeling about your own body.
This shall be the last time i am skipping school unless i am sick. I might want to secure a place to university (I guess, still thinking) If it's not Delphine who encourages me to go university, the chances of skipping school is higher and not swearing for grade 'C' is lower. I find myself worry over my grades now.
Web application modules today and as usual, felt so annoyed the whole half-day by this facilitator (who doesn't look and IS NOT professional at all.) Look how she teaches and graded you, you will know how 'skilful' this person is. This is the first time I encountered..... facilitator graded students like that, too lenient and a little bit too biased? School's fine and have been really fine. Not much side thoughts anymore, it's cool how my thoughts think this way maybe being used to it.
Thanks god that school will be temporary over in two days time. At least, with the given two weeks, it is ample for me to boost my self-esteem by becoming fitter. BUT TWO TESTS BEFORE SCHOOL BREAK IS REALLY SUCK THUMB!!! Why can't be just one? #thefuckeryofschool Shall end it with:
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY HANBRO!!!
hehehe this is why hanbro loves my simmy so much ^^


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