Brokenbraces

The DJ is mine.

2012-01-29T23:02:00.005+08:00

This is my best friend whose leg is damn gorgeous. I have been jealous for years :(

Out with my best friend alone ;)

Blackjack luck.

2012-01-29T22:56:00.001+08:00

This guy's luck last night was no joke. Whatever cards he took, 9/10 of possibilities he would get a 20

CANNOT BELIEVE THE LUCK AT ALL!!!!!!

Last night supper at Jalan Kayu with the annoying ones after our day at East Coast Part (2 hours of cycling) and Delp's house to play blackjack.

Third 'Yu Sheng'

2012-01-29T22:52:00.001+08:00

My third 'Yu Sheng' with my classmates.

We are back!

2012-01-27T22:56:00.000+08:00

Our second chinese new year video ^^

CNY 2012

2012-01-26T14:25:00.002+08:00

That night everyone was laughing at how suitable my shirt is with my house short.

I was like "Aiyah, take photos or videos only need the upper body part what."

But in the end, few of the photos of my lower body part are been captured :<

The two pretty girls are talking about handsome guys -_-

Oh and that night, all of us happened to be in 4 red and 4 blue excluding Cindy.

(Cindy went off early she wore blue too!)

Leopard nails for CNY

2012-01-22T15:37:00.002+08:00

Did pretty leopard nails last night myself for Chinese New Year.

And went to 24 hours supermarket at around 1130pm in a very panic state last night because my parents told me Chinese New Year Eve, most of the steamboat ingredients were be either sold out or the shop are close so there will be nothing left for me to choose, thus went down to grab those food #midnightrush

Not much of a festive mood as each year has passed, don't know why. Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year to all the chinese. Have a happy one and may you receive more money this year ^^

The waterbay gathering.

2012-01-21T21:47:00.002+08:00

The whole night i can't stop staring at how pretty Felice is, like the natural prettiness of hers.

Even her hair lololololol.

Jinglin, She's one of my good friend! :)

Second Yu Sheng this year.

The first one i had was with Delphine's and company at Ikea and it tastes alot nicer than this one.

The 4E4 guys helping out with BBQ. The 10 of them but though for two years, we were classmates but i hardly speak to them except for hanbro and benedict.

Han bro ^^

My girlfriends in sec school, the ones who went through the hell of O's with me.

Yesterday night was the night i have this amazing and carefree feeling, the feeling only comes when i'm with the old friends. I don't know how to describe it but it was really great.

Such is the strangeness of the human heart.

2012-01-20T00:29:00.003+08:00

Trying out on my new clothes :)

It's ugly when a person needed help, he or she would then appear and asked for pretty assistance. Otherwise, there's simply no contact. Wow...... but don't get it wrong, I'm not the one who lend a helping hand to that 'person' but one of my good friends in school who is being so kind-hearted at all times, did. Ugly sight, so ugly. I can't even hold this piece of shit anger inside me.

Assignment done and i am left with only two more weeks of school. Kinda glad that the long weekend is coming and i can have ample rest. Oh yes, the girls are coming over to my house on the second day of Chinese New Year. We are going to have steamboat and of course, probably some card games? One thing that my house doesn't have on a special day like this, when most of people would play, is Mahjiong but opps i don't own one haha.
Must be boring then.... but nevertheless things are gonna be fun as usual with these girls around. It's just that our BIG SISTER, Simmy, will not be joining us this year because she's going back to her hometown. It's suck to have school that next day after a special occasion like this, man.

As much as i want to tell you, i miss the past but it’s now over. And it’s impossible not to look back because every piece of memory i had with you, was kept in my diary. Oh, and that was so last time. I have come to a realization that there are so many better ones out there.

I'm losing you and it's effortless.

2012-01-16T22:47:00.001+08:00

I love vintage buses like this, one day i gonna travel to country like this.

Assignment is pretty much suck up and there's no one who i heard would want to finish the assignment (except those who can do pretty well) Most of them wanted to hand it up in whatever they can do. I need shoe shopping but the thing is i am broke, really broke to the extend that i don't wish to touch any amount in my bank as it has only less than a hundred. I am bad at saving and good at splurging :(

Good company on friday the 13.

2012-01-14T23:31:00.000+08:00

Shopping at Orchard > Coffee Beans at Ion > Hongkong Cafe at East Coast Road

These two buds make me laugh every now and then, sucha good company on a friday night.

The most hilarious joke was the one when Cherie asked me what i want, i pointed at the chickenwing image on the menu and i said,"I want sandwhich" AH WHAT WAS I THINKING HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Delp then pointed to the sandwich and said "I want chickenwing. Pointed to something else which is not exactly what it is and continued for like two to three times. Omg i laughed for so long until i start to hit the table with my hand, too funny. Anyway, taking out polariod and attempted taking ourselves without anyone else's help was a great success.

So that's my two supper kakis and if i continue with the food hunt at night for supper, i'll be the only one who will be at my disadvantage cause this two ladies are so petite and skinny no matter how much they eat, they will still be the same size! Gosh, and yes i am on my weight gain now that's horrible terrible. Just hope that in my year 3, with the non-school days (Only have to attend 3 days a week) i can jog as much as i can.

Meow...

2012-01-12T21:53:00.001+08:00

This pretty white cat is one of the few rare ones who don't give you scary stare, run away from you, make so much noise in the corridor and what's make me like she/he (I don't have a thing for cat) is because she/he can recognize you! She belongs to my neighbour's but have been straying along the corridor and at times, appear in my room suddenly which scares me. Just few hours ago, i touch her and she seems to like it. Dad let her comes into our house for awhile and there she go, went around the living room round and round and round..

Time is of the essence.

2012-01-12T21:42:00.002+08:00

My good friend in school and my closest classmate this semester.

The honey trees.

2012-01-08T23:54:00.000+08:00

2012-01-07T00:56:00.001+08:00

Marina Bay Sands Hotel with the clique tomorrow, must be whole loads of fun!! :)

Wholemeal French Toast.

2012-01-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

My first try!

Nasty work.

2012-01-03T04:39:00.001+08:00

Lists of school work to do:
1) Assignment 2 duedate this month
2) No. Of tests coming up: 3
3) Reflection Journal everyday
4) Internship from Feb to April
5) Final Year Project

This is why me not looking forward to school life 2012.

You survive another year.

2012-01-02T04:07:00.001+08:00

We welcome the new year 2012.

2012-01-01T18:09:00.002+08:00

Countdown night with these people on the last day of 2011.

Great night. We went three different places and did some rounding at night cause we were all lost with our way to Henderson wave. We didn't did countdown "10! 9! 8! 7..." all we know was fireworks were seen in the sky and we went spraying the colour bottles to one another, open the poppers and shouted, "Happy New Year!"

Dinner at Big Splash > Henderson Wave Bridge (countdown) > Changi Aiport for supper

So glad to have D driving us last night, looking upon the amount of people and the traffic jam after the new year countdown, wow that was horrible and terrible. Hate crowds..... that's kind of explain i don't enjoy club as much as others do.

Inhumanity and evil acts.

2011-12-31T09:51:00.001+08:00

"Silenced has already brought in a lot of people into the theatres in South Korea and also opened a lot of eyes to the injustices that occurred in South Korea just a few years ago (2005)."

"Silenced has made a progressive impact by recently helping Korea’s National Assembly to pass a reformed bill on sexual crimes, reports The Korea Times. The “Dogani Law,” named after the Korean title of the film, significantly increases the prison sentence (up to life imprisonment) for offenders abusing children under 13 and the disabled."

To help the stories of the students affected by the Inhwa case stay on the surface, please watch the film and share their story with friends and family.

Extremely mad and angered and frustrated and boiled after i watched this...

Based on a true stories, just watch it. It's an open-eye to know how some parts of the society can be this wicked. Okay, it's about deaf kids who are sexually abused and abused (hit and smack and all) by their teachers. Some of them are killed......

Another chapter in the book.

2011-12-30T22:33:00.000+08:00

New chapter, can't go back but you can look. And there we are on every page, memories always save.

Stubbornly holding onto the past and still, thinking about my sec school life (The subjects that we are learning, the fun we have with our 2 years classmates and the school rules that we need to obey.)

So 2011 is the year i turn legal and surprisingly, the year (first time) that I have indescribable feeling towards someone.The type of heavy heart and can't suppress feeling? But no more for now, i'm glad haha. Anyway decided not to summarize how my year went but certainly i know that this year been a tough one with assignments given time after time and fighting with all my might to get it completed as well as trying hard to get rid of my fats but of course, it didn't work. Every year is the same, trying hard to lose weight but end up eating snacks and unhealthy food which i couldn't resist. GOOD FOOD IS EVERYTHING TO ME HEHEHE!

I love having organize or monthly calender whatever is it that you named that helps you to record the things that you do or did.

Well, hopefully 2012 turns well for me. Another year to get stress on with Final Year Project and 2 months intership which starts on 27 February if i'm not wrong. Next year will be my final year in school and i'm glad time passes this fast. It helps me a lit to think that the sucky feeling i have for this school will be almost done soon, but haiya there's still a long way to go. Whatever it is, hold on to it and faith & determination will help you pass through all this. GO CARE :)

Left with 3 more days of school break, have to study for the upcoming tests once school starts. The school not only suck at this kind of planning, they even suck at giving assignments after our break. Sorry but i really dislike being in this school, perhaps the stubborn psychology mind of mine prevents me from liking this school (wrong decision, education system, stay directly opposite TP, all and all)

Happy New Year to all ;)

The rockin' night.

2011-12-29T23:32:00.002+08:00

My bunch of protective girlfriends.

Last night rock'n roll with my bunch of girls together with Lynette's girlfriends at Zirca & Rebel. First time though and the club seems to be very chaotic. Anyway, red-lipstick doesn't suit me (I'm not going to wear any of it anymore! It's so hard to remove it after i tried to apply so i went red-lipster for the whole night haha.)

We were surrounded by guys in a circle :(

The only nice guy who wore a white T-shirt standing so close behind me does not have the intention of touching, he was just literally standing (Not dancing/shaking y'know!!) and seems to be blocking anyone who comes my way though Fat said,"He kept eye-ing on you eh but he's ugly." Thanks to Ivy and Sim who came down after work and headed down last night, great ladies' night!

Christmas Party.

2011-12-26T16:24:00.006+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :)

These people are the ones who filled my school life with joy, happiness and fun. But sometimes few of them can be so annoying like seriously damn annoying.

Our day on 23 December went like this:

Decorating the house > Dinner > Sparkles > Gift exchange > Games and alcohols > Stroll at the beach around 2am > MacDonald supper/breakfast at 3am > Back to chalet at around 5am in the morning

Then i went singing, "It's 5 O'clock in the morning, conversation got boring....."

15 Minutes

2011-12-25T06:04:00.007+08:00

Lime vodka and Cranberry vodka

Duck Plaza is so yummy!!

Headed to 15 Minute Cafe at Laselle on Christmas eve with my dear girl, Lynette, who will be flying off next year to pursue her business degree (Though there's still 8 more months but time flies!!!). Well, it's sad that she's gonna be in London for about three to four years and within the time frame, the only thing that we can do 'meet-up' is through virtual tools like webcamming? She told me to fly over to London to find her which to me, is impossible because i'm one who can't survive alone. Let alone taking airplane to a really far place without anyone guiding me. Sorry Lynette!!

Anyway the purpose of me meeting her up on Christmas eve is to pass her Christmas gift and cards. She gave me a organizer too! My face went blanked when i received the gift and straight away, Lynette reads my mind and said,"Don't tell me you bought your organizer already." But the one i bought actually is just a monthly calender, can't name it as organizer i guess? Will pretty make use of the colourful scheduler book, no worry ^^

Yup, i'm back into blogging and as in, really blogging not just posting photos. This kind of like bring back memories of how i've update my blog regularly since I'm 13 (That blog of mine is private!) Really reminisce all the good memories of the past. And now, i'm like 18 the true and loyal user of blogger.com

Here's one of the post when i'm in my sec 4:

THURSDAY, MARCH 19, 2009

Let me summarize .

Amath revise chpt 14,15,16
Amath tuition homework
Amath school homework
Tmrw drama , if free asked tys/fatima/remus about amath question .
Saturday do Amath school homework
Sunday batam
Monday - Amath test on chpt 14,15,16

Jogging later. Add on i need to do Testimonial for O'level . I Know what i should write for my characteristic but not my achievement .

(haha back then, i love using bulletpoint or numbers to point out the list of things i gonna do. Life back then is so much easier, fun and so secondary student...

Braces days.

2011-12-25T00:06:00.007+08:00

Sorry if it's scare you, this is the only braces photo i have in my camera memory card.

Feel really piss with my teeth and the fucking retainer which gonna cost me a bomb. The cheapest retainer which I've found $300 , their earliest dental appointment is only available on 6 January (my school day) and there's two more weeks to that date. My teeth is already moving at this fast state that it's so obvious that they are crooked already!! And i felt so helpless, can't do anything about it. I don't want to spend $600 (my dental clinic costs me that amount so if i want earlier date than 6 January i can book there) on a silly retainer. Can't afford to ask my parents to spend on such thing when the fault lies on me but they are moving!!! I can FEEL them moving walao. I wanted to do braces for my lower teeth again, it's just so crook ;(

A basic day.

2011-12-23T01:10:00.004+08:00

Should i paint orange for my room too? :o

Lazy to charge my canon camera or rather bring out cause ever since i have my Iphone 4, i've been using the front camera to take photos and videos (That kind of explain the lousy quality of the photos in my blog and the number of videos i have been uploading recently).

Went out with Jayna and Han to grab Christmas gifts in town then headed to Teoheng for karaoke session.

Had my gifts for the love ones last week so lucky me didn't actually have to squeeze with the crowd in town and join the long queue. Already can feel the CHRISTMAS FEVER!! So excited for the coming Christmas celebration for the next three days :)

I am catching up with Running Man and I'm now at Episode 31. Really like this variety show, it cracks me up every Episode and i could actually stay up from 2am until the next morning 7am then i get into bed.

I'm mad but it's really that addictive for someone like me who love to watch hide-and-seek game hehe

Anyway i kinda need to have a flashback here for whatever that had happened in 2011. Maybe because this year has been going too fast and the amount of friends i make with this year are HUGE, have to reflect back and thanks to those who go through all the crappy and nonsense times with me :')

2011-12-21T01:34:00.005+08:00

The bad ones, go away. Go away.

2011-12-20T01:40:00.003+08:00

Friday night with only three of them in my nest but still enjoy ourselves with music, poker card game and vodka.

shecareenTv

2011-12-19T02:15:00.002+08:00

Bored here, here's the very first video in my youtube channel! :>

Mussel Guys

2011-12-16T02:41:00.001+08:00

On our way to dinner at Mussel Guys and afterwards to Diaso @ Vivocity to shop for Christmas decorations.

Mussels with chunky tomato sauce.

Half-Baked mussels with cheesy monay.

Salmon with garlic cream.

School break finally here and there's so much activities/plan going on next week starting from tomorrow the first day of school break with the girls coming over to my house for drinking and meetup session. Fucking lost my retainer today which affected my mood a lit this afternoon because i have to pay $600 for a SILLY retainer?! What fucking hell is that? Worried about money, worried about how am i gonna pay and worried how broke i am. After asking around, i managed to find a dental clinic which costs $300 for both side of the retainers. I really felt so relieve then!!!

Jingle Bell Jingle Bell. Because of the different groups n the love ones i gna celebrate with, this yr xmas gna be fun and a happy one. Even prepared Christmas and birthday presents for few of the fav people ;)

Bread say hi to the egg.

2011-12-13T03:08:00.005+08:00

How about a breakfast with just you and me?

Bad habit comes back - skipping school without a reason and that marks the third times for tmrw. Okay, maybe there's a reason but it's a stupid reason. The reason is the same old issue i have been facing. well what's new? fat issue is back. The feeling when you just don't want to face anybody and want to hide from everybody. The feeling when you feel that you're so big in size that whatever shorts that you wore, you are exposing the big fat thigh and butt of yours and you certainly are not proud of it. In fact, you tried ways to cover it like jacket which is long enough to hide your two dinosaur's eggs. You thought jeans are the best way to cover your fats but no, you are shaping it that out of your body. So it comes to days like these when I don't know what to wear anymore and so, not attending school. The really not good feeling about your own body.

This shall be the last time i am skipping school unless i am sick. I might want to secure a place to university (I guess, still thinking) If it's not Delphine who encourages me to go university, the chances of skipping school is higher and not swearing for grade 'C' is lower. I find myself worry over my grades now.

Web application modules today and as usual, felt so annoyed the whole half-day by this facilitator (who doesn't look and IS NOT professional at all.) Look how she teaches and graded you, you will know how 'skilful' this person is. This is the first time I encountered..... facilitator graded students like that, too lenient and a little bit too biased? School's fine and have been really fine. Not much side thoughts anymore, it's cool how my thoughts think this way maybe being used to it.

Thanks god that school will be temporary over in two days time. At least, with the given two weeks, it is ample for me to boost my self-esteem by becoming fitter. BUT TWO TESTS BEFORE SCHOOL BREAK IS REALLY SUCK THUMB!!! Why can't be just one? #thefuckeryofschool Shall end it with:

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY HANBRO!!!

hehehe this is why hanbro loves my simmy so much ^^

And it's all just a memory now.

2011-12-08T23:19:00.000+08:00

Feel so happy whenever i see her in school :)

You're not miles away but you feel miles away.

2011-12-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

Looking forward to Christmas Day and Holidays.

Signed up for Aerobics classes with Simmy yesterday, that will be every Monday starting from 19 December. Kind of looking forward because i have been wanting to join aerobics classes since I'm 16 but have been dragging for so long until now, like finally!! It's time to keep fit and please don't rain on me during my holiday, December! Promise to go jogging and train for my 5km. Think thin.

NEVERLAND.

2011-12-04T21:00:00.004+08:00

Neverland last night with Amelia, Rachel, Jinyou, Eric, Jingyee, Evelyn, Hadi and handful of A's friends.

My hair was in a mess yesterday so decided to tie it up, kind of bad hair day but still enjoyed myself with few glasses of Martel and friends' accompany. First time went to Thai Disco and the feeling is great. Learnt the hand games from them, drank little by little then my head went dizzy, Evelyn helped me to take over while i continued to play. With atmosphere like that, now i understand why we needed guy friends for accompany.

Happy Birthday to Amelia Wun and Cherie Neo!

2011-12-01T13:06:00.002+08:00

This is how time flies, it's way too fast and so much things happen in a year. I know way too many people here right now, that I didn't know last year. Hmm, met handful of great friends in school that make my school day much livelier. Ok, probably not that much energised in school but compared to the first semester last year, I am. I spent my last day of November at Jalan Kayu to have our bak kut teh dinner with Del and Chan, yummy! Right after that, Del drives us back home and because of me, she got stared and honked by two different people HAHAHA.

It's Friday tomorrow and will be going out for a Chinese movie after school with the 11 others (which I am not interested in but just join in anyway) This December needs to watch my intake and diet and most importantly, get back on track my jogging routine. Stamina drops like shit, need to train them all back.
Well, it's December and hope December will be good to us! :)

2011-11-30T00:47:00.003+08:00

Wedding lunch at Crown Plaza on a Sunday afternoon.

The leaders

2011-11-28T23:22:00.002+08:00

My video very funny meh?

I was playing back a thousand memories,
Thinking 'bout everything we've been through
Maybe I've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you

I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then

-If i was a movie (Tayor Swift)

Happy 18th Birthday - Thirdteen Part

2011-11-27T00:00:00.001+08:00

1. Low-cut shoe

2. Black Hoodie

3. Leopard Sling bag

So my birthday with the girls are pretty cool with dinner over at Japanese restaurant and settle down at Clarke Quay to have cake cutting and 'surprises'. Top three wishlist that i wrote for the girls (The girls wanted me to give them a wishlist), they have it all for me as my presents specially the shoe which weigh a ton when wearing it!! Look how happy i am in the photo hehehehe ^^

We headed to ktv pub after the two girls left, dislike the very Chinese pub. Obviously chosen the wrong pub when i don't even enjoy myself because there's quite a handful of old people in that big room and they are singing Andy Lau's song. Err......
Ordered coke vodka which tastes like coke?? $35 for one jar of coke vodka and another three bottles of carlsberg to last us until 3am.

This is another present from someone who doesn't want me to mention his/her name.

It's a Teal Headphone!!! OMG.

2011-11-26T01:15:00.004+08:00

Have already decided to register and book Basic Theory Test with the five others: Jinglin, Felice, Huiqi, Huiting and Hanwei. Need to wait for the last birthday boy to turn 18 before we can book, kinda excited at the thought of driving now. But thing is i have intership from Febuary to April........... and that's probably take about a year plus?? Half of the reason is peer pressure hahaha but now i find it so cool for a girl to drive at this age. Most of my friends are telling me how fun their driving lessons are and so slowly, I'm into something I once had any slightest interest in it.

School left with three more weeks to school break. Feel distance with most of my classmates this semester's class hmm. I don't know how to open up myself this sem, like you just don't want talk so much. But lucky me, i have Cherie in my class but most of the days when Cherie isn't in Retail class, i would feel lonely oh well. And Rachel is quitting school, i am so fugging sad about it. Why one by one friends are leaving school? Hate the feeling, it's like you lost a friend in this school again.........

December going to be great i guess with so many upcoming activities and all my December babies friend's birthday as well as daddy's! Gonna celebrate Christmas this year with the group on 23 December and probably with the girls as well AND sister's Christmas party at her house. This year gonna be the second time i am celebrating X'mas ;)

Just turn 18, there's still so many things for me to do, achieve and explore.

One and only

2011-11-25T12:49:00.001+08:00

My top music list for this week.

It's a girl thing.

2011-11-25T11:09:00.002+08:00

Girls aren’t going to talk to you first. It’s a girl thing. We don’t like starting the conversation because we like to feel like you want to talk to us. We like to feel like the wait was worth something. We like feeling like you’ve waited for us like we’ve waited for you. But the number one reason we hate talking first is because we hate to seem needy or clingy. That’s why we’re scared. Cause to us, being needy and obsessive just pushes guys away. And no girl wants that. -pureasgold.tumblr.com

2011-11-23T23:23:00.001+08:00

Time to seriously get down to exercise and diet. Obviously, very obvious, i getting bigger in size (Keep that comment to yourself, hehe) Have been indulging all the good food like Chilli Crab,Prata, Fried Chicken, Cakes, Creamy Spaghetti, milk tea, bubble tea......... All the fattening food stuff, which i seldom eat two years ago, have been consuming last few weeks. Fat die me and self-esteem kills me.

School's fine, just getting fatter with all the yummy food i had. Holiday in three weeks time!! This morning i had Big Breakfast with Cherie, Ching yee and Lijun. That was the first time i agreed waking up in an early morning for a good breakfast. Travel all the way down to west side just for breakfast is not something i would do usually because i'm just plain lazy to wake up really early.

Guys should not even be shy or afraid of starting a conversation, think that's probably because we are girls and most girls like guys to initiate the talking rather than letting the girl to start one? And don't reply late (say something like 'Give me a minute, i will be away for while' rather than letting her to wait for your stupid replies. The worst thing: Don't keep the conversation halfway hanging or dying...... Bored the girl, the girl will find you bored hmm simple as that.

Happy 18th Birthday - School Part

2011-11-22T23:40:00.003+08:00

Such a sweet things to do :')

My first present from Amirah and Syamsul!

A box of beautiful handmade Red Velvet cupcakes, nothing beats that.

Like it so much, it actually really make my day ;)

Thankyou guys so much, you people makes me smile so much on my special day :')

xoxo

And here's one shot of the birthday boy and girl who shares the same birthday.

So much of two surprises in school makes me feel so happy and proud for all the friends i have.

The 'Happy 18th Bday Careen' Red Velvet cupcakes from Amirah and the sudden birthday songs from the group singing in my class. Have a wonderful birthday surprises, really thankyou so much.

And i received the most hugs and hand shake on my 18th birthday :)

2011-11-22T14:55:00.000+08:00

Look at their nose! Both so cute haha.

The non-blood related sibling at work hahaha. Anyway that new friend on the left is Weihua, he's the guy who is so hilarious and funny in his own natural way. Work is fun with those new friends we make there ;)

2011-11-20T00:13:00.005+08:00

Having nothing to do at work most of the time. Great food and drink accompany us today and met new people today so work is kind of fun. Exchanging job scoop with one of the guy at our booth as he wanted to try being a Human Traffic Clicker so we took turn to click. He is damn hilarious and funny. One of things he randomly said was to ask me to use the clicker to "Bang bang bang" the security hahahahahaha.

Happy feet.

2011-11-17T14:16:00.001+08:00

I want own one of them!! :>

5 more days.

2011-11-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

Not looking forward to the big day. School day + Assignment need to be done + Test coming up this week

2 down, 3 more to go and web application assignment. This week is really busy and even got myself an event job this weekend which is one day before my birthday. Haha and i was assigned to Human Traffic Clicker!!

Simple job, just have to click on the system whenever i see people coming in the event hall hehehe.

Okay, bath and study. Goodbye!

I got nothin.

2011-11-13T14:34:00.004+08:00

We all know where this is going
It’s been a long time coming
Is it really over
Is this really goodbye
Maybe I should say something
Maybe you'd change your mind
Maybe maybe
Buy a little more time

Four tests coming up next week and the fear of taking the test conquer my mind as if I've never taken Understand Test before. Hmm, four tests and i wonder if I'm able to survive this week. Maybe it's the fear of not doing well. Anyway partially done revising with my retail (except that i haven't done going through my quizzes) I'm not confident about Retail test like lack of something? It's Sunday today and will revise for Tuesday test- Management Informative System.
Go Care! :)

Jayna's 18th

2011-11-13T01:11:00.001+08:00

Someone annoyed birthday girl hahahaha.

Thirdteen.

Bad services at Crystal Jade though which end up birthday girl went talking with the manager. But still, Jayne have a good day with us. Happy 18th Birthday!

2011-11-10T10:29:00.004+08:00

Feel fucking fat after a xlb buffet feast at Holland Village, need to seriously start eating less and exercise. Where's my jogging routine? Bedok Reservoir is not a place for me to enjoy the refreshment of air and scenery anymore, it's more like fear of going to that place. I even tried changing new path around my neighbourhood to jog last weekend but it felt weird, and definitely will still jog the old path way to BR but not inside of BR for a period of time.

Sometimes somehow in some way, i feel ugly without my braces.

FORMSPRING ME!

http://www.formspring.me/shecareen

Space

2011-11-09T02:22:00.002+08:00

Customize my iphone homepage yesterday. Like the space background!

Look at that one row of camera, recently have been using iphone cam app to take photo.

The number of mentions i got in echofon but lazy to reply.

Have enough nonsense of getting a third grade C from the biased facilitator. I meant really biased, just don't wish to share stories here. Had a convo with delphine on whatsapp and she told me to wait and see what grade i will get this week. If I happen to get a grade C again from the old woman, Delp will help me with an email. I was really pissed and wanted to FACE to FACE with her but Delp said maybe that wasn't a good idea to confront her. I came to think, maybe that is true. Maybe i shall perform well this Friday (Hopefully coding works well that day) and submit everything and shall see what grade i will get. Sometimes, i think life might be happier if i wasn't in this school.

Seven Eleven Day.

2011-11-07T14:40:00.002+08:00

Can i have like a singing session and video taking with Jowilynn, Kristel and Marlene again? :)

I added 60 new songs to my musiclist. #Greatjoy

Next week is not a good week, i have to stay back for school.

Not 1 day, not 2 days but 4 days outa week.

What's worse is that i needa study for them :(

But maybe life like this is good. Settle down to study, listening to new songs, planning activities ahead you, get on track to exercise and didn't think much of you anymore.

2011-11-06T02:44:00.005+08:00

1. Elaine's Blackberry Bold 9900

2. Paintball on Delphine's birthday (5 November 2011)

2 hours for $50

Expensive but a nice experience though ended myself with two big blue black and two wounds.

In an ugly outfit cause we were told to wear clothes which we don't wna wear anymore.

3. Ended up with a muddy shoe, freaking disgusting.

Stupid enough to wear nice shoe like this out to paintball but no one told me there's muddy floor??

3. Wrong utensil which Hadi took for me when we stayed back for assignment that day.

Chopstick for rice?? hahahaha.

4. Joel and me were exchanging photos of pokka red tea through whatsapp.

Asking him if it's the super nice drink that we are talking about.

My new found favourite drink!! :)

And so far this is how my November gna be like:

# Complete web app assignment

# Celebrating Jiana's birthday (9 Nov)

# Watch American drama series like The walking dead season 2, Vampire Diaries season 3, Grimm Season 1, America Horror Story Season 1 (haha, so many to watch!!)

# 19Nov - 20 Nov: Work for event job

# 21 Nov: Birthday

# Understanding Test on the 3rd and 4th week of school

2011-11-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

Website assignment is so fun. Love designing my own website, shall show it when everything is submitted probably on 22 November :)

I have decided to take car license but i yet turn 18.

Not sure to book once i turn 18 or wait for a month later.

Stay back in school until 845pm with Hadi yesterday. Pretty engrossed with our web assignment that we didn't realize that the library was closing until the staff make announcement. Anyway, kinda proud with my webpage and hope that i can do well for this assignment cuz my daily grades for web application are really bad with grades like "C" and "X". That "C" supposed to be a "B" but i didn't submit my RJ when i thought i did?

Anyway, i will be changing to iphone 4 soon!!! :)

Vroom vroom.

2011-11-02T15:48:00.001+08:00

Sandara makes me wanna drive, so damn cool!

Hello November :)

2011-11-02T00:07:00.002+08:00

(Photos deleted HAHAHA)

My hilarious half-UK friend looks retard here ha ha. We are both bored in school (He having lecture in TP and me having dry operating system modules in RP) so yeah webcam.

First November a good one today :)

Received text from the ice cream shop asking if I'm still keen on the scooping position. Happily replied saying yes i could but can only work after 5.30pm and.... they never replied me until now. Sigh!

Delphine gave me a ride back home from school today. Before that we had dessert at nydc and in between, had a great conversation with her. I think the car ride habit is back again, now felt so weird to take bus alone.

Enjoyment of food.

2011-10-30T22:31:00.001+08:00

My weekend went like this without Halloween night (I dont celebrate them):

# Caught 23:59 the local ghost movie on a Saturday afternoon

# Ate 7 Xiao Long Bao @ Din Tai Feng

# Sunday afternoon watch 'American Horror Story'

# Dinner @ Manipuku Japanese food court

# Drank Gongcha two days in a row without thinking how fattening it will cause me

(Lemon Juice with Jelly won't be THAT fattening? But i really love to drink any of the Gongcha Milk Tea) Ok, i just love milk tea!!

November is coming! #birthdaymonth #turninglegal

Glad that my Understand Test dates didn't fall on my birthday and i can go home straight after school! Happy me!

WHY MY LEOPARD IPHONE COVER ARE SEEN EVERYWHERE NOW?

Hehehe but i didn't spot anyone with a pink leopard one ;)

Nothing get you out of there.

2011-10-29T01:41:00.003+08:00

"Can't believe it'll soon be Nov. I chose this course so I should stop whining about the things that come with it. No one forced me enter the course, I made that decision myself, and so I should try to make the best of it -even if I find it difficult to fit in; even if I feel like I'm not cut out for it. I can't help but feel so empty when I'm in school, so jaded, so lifeless. As though something took my soul away, and it's just my hollow body in school for classes. Just for classes." -Jowilynn's blog

Jo, don't know if I'm allow to state your blog here but the above were so..... my thoughts one year back.

Used to struggle with such things alone in school, facing strangers and no one to talk to till i found few of the close and nice people in that uncomfortable and unfamiliar place, well that keep me going. People didn't know how long i took to accept myself being in that school and the travelling time/distance but for now, i'm partly glad that i actually belong to there for what I've make good and nice friends over the west side. People whom makes me smile in school , i'm so thankful that you are part of my life.

Sometimes, it's hard to please everyone. I don't see a need to please each person when neither of one would think of pleasing the person back. Think again, what would that person do if you actually please them back? Appreciate? Be thankful about it? Or throwing anger back at you? Ha, life..

2011-10-27T15:46:00.000+08:00

System analysis & design modules today.

Did that prove me that I'm a design student? hehehe.

Weight and fat issue.

2011-10-26T22:40:00.001+08:00

Seriously?

2011-10-26T15:45:00.000+08:00

This month mark a year i last took out my braces and it's no longer that straight :(

I have really try my best to put on the retainer every now and then (Think most of my friends can even witness that) but it doesn't seem to actually did a good job in maintaining the straightness of my teeth.

It makes me think that as the years goes by, what will happen to the straight teeth.

Yesterday, went to Jalan Kayu with Riedle and Julian for lunch/dinner. Had my egg prata and ice milo!! The last time i went to Bedok Simpang i never had my prata at all, we ate the western food remember? Good food always make me happy though it's fattening. My dental appt was at 8pm actually but had a phone call from the assistant and said appt was changed to next month 22 Nov, which is one day after my birthday. I don't know if my retainer is loose but i know it's not tight and not sure if it can last me another one month when the dentist never check my retainer ytd.

Today's public holiday.I hate days like this when i woke up early in the morning and there's nothing to do and mom out of country. Going to school and do school work is better than having nothing to do -_-

2011-10-25T22:41:00.002+08:00

I find this mini light blue car so cute!!

Found a chat-buddy, Joel Sim, who is so damn hilarious that our convo would always ended up with laughter. I meant really HA HA HA HA HA HA.

Anyway, really can't wait for my 18th birthday to come. Did not put any expectation like how i did for last year cause greater expectation lead to greater disappointment. Hopefully, it will be a nice one especially this year, the first time my birthday falls on a school day. Er yeah, probably a test on that day too.

Girl's Chalet

2011-10-24T13:35:00.003+08:00

Halloween Mahjiong -_-

Caught Paranomal Activities 3 with the girls........

Why does PA always ended up with many question marks???

Wonderful needs.

2011-10-19T09:59:00.000+08:00

omg this is so true...

2011-10-18T00:42:00.000+08:00

"Eventually the fast text message responses will become slow. The long conversation will cut short. The attention they give you will become neglected. The comfort they give you will become something awkward. The time they have for you will become non existent. The feeling of being close to them will become distant."

A night with yum food.

2011-10-17T21:05:00.002+08:00

Met up with the girls last Friday and went to Bedok Simpang. Ordered Cajun Chicken and blueberry Longan. That night, i consumed while thinking about FATS most of the time but it was a great feeling after eating! We were all so hungry and thirsty monsters and we wanted to try most of the drinks that shown in the menu so Xinyi said ordered different drinks, we could try them.

Someone who love food so much that diet doesn't always exist ^^

On the other note, i can't wait for the girls to take their car license especially Shermin, the oldest person in our clique, halfway taking the practical lesson already. It's kind of peer pressure when you know most of your friends at this age wanting to take a car license and most of them already did. While someone like me not interested in getting a car license started to even think of getting one. This morning i texted J to wait for my birthday and book together so she said probably next summer holiday BUT the next holiday, i'll be having my intership so sadface, i told J to book her's first. I don't know if i'm serious about getting one actually haha still a long way to go and there's one more month before i turning 18 :)

School's bored. And still, felt lonely in class without any close friend. I think i have gotten use to being close with at least someone in class and when suddenly a change of class AGAIN, urg. Especially this class fill with many girls, i have a feeling that i won't want to get close with anyone but please prove me wrong as days pass ok? :(

Cupid!

2011-10-15T23:33:00.002+08:00

Cupid stealing a kiss from me hehe.

2011-10-13T22:59:00.002+08:00

School was so bored and concept design was kinda easy today.

I woke up super late and could actually end up an hour late for school today but still, reach school at around 925am when my class started at 915am. I was appointed to IEP end of this semester which means that two months of holiday, i'll be doing attachment. Earning little amount of money with long hours of work is kinda...... least appealing but it's better than doing thousands words of essay?

Tomorrow better get myself a 'B' grade cus next Friday i'll be skipping school for the girls' chalet. I must work hard for tomorrow's lesson.

2011-10-12T23:12:00.001+08:00

One of the hardest thing is pretending that you're not caring about something when it's all you really think about.

Lamyan's 18th

2011-10-11T12:55:00.002+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Lam! :)

Fav girls in my school!

2011-10-11T00:56:00.003+08:00

My two fav girls being sucha sweetheart today, they waited outside my class without me knowing.

They are really awesome. So weekend i asked C if she wanted to go to my school to visit me but she said she can't cuz she got training on Monday (which is today) so i was like forget it. Sunday i asked J too, and she said she don't know. AND TODAY HAHAHAHA BOTH WAITED OUTSIDE MY CLASS AND GAVE ME A SHOCKED. I kept repeating: "Omg, where are you people here??"

I was shocked + extremely happy + felt so sweet because they don't know what time i ended school and they don't even know how to come to my class and Jowilynn was like asking passer-by: "Excuse me. May i know where is E Fifty-six N?"

I told her usually we don't say "E Fifty-six N", we said E 5 6 N. Jowilynn, then, look at Chan.

Hahahaha.

OH YA AND CHAN SAID "HELLO" TO MY SCHOOL INDIAN SECURITY GUARD HAHAHAHA.

I was like "What are you doing?? Close the lift lah!"

Then we burst into laughter hahaha.

Anyway, have fun in school today. Retail hospitality module is interesting with a cheerful faciliator like that, every Monday will be awesome! :)

2011-10-08T16:57:00.001+08:00

At Han bro's house using his macbook pro now while the rest are playing mahjiong.

Real photobooth in macbook is really cool, like it so much.

Seven October

2011-10-08T01:32:00.002+08:00

Out to town with the four people after school. Friday night, my usual night with my girls, didn't actually meet up with them as most of them were busy with their stuff so went out with poly friends instead :)

School for the first three days were pretty good, not as bad as i had thought. Just that, i've been assigned to Team 1 three days straight which i had a hard time trying to pretend that i'm 80% doing my work haha. At least, i survive my school days with a managable groupmates so far.

Uh huh, you know what it is.

2011-10-07T00:03:00.002+08:00

I'll get better, every little things.

2011-10-06T01:05:00.002+08:00

A short surprise visit from my two sweethearts just now and they were kinda impressed with my 'new' room hehehe. The curtain + the new wall + the bed remove. I was damn happy to see the both of them, it's been so long since i last saw them. Around a month??

*With an excited tone*

J: "where's my photos? oh, there!"

C: "And where's mine?"

J: "There! You are just below mine."

C: "OMG. Why you took this ugly photo of mine?!"

J: "wah, Cindy you've change so much leh."

Just to let you know, they are my favourite weirdo girls ^^

Like usual, they asked me how's school and class for the first day and so did a little chit-chat.

School's fine today and went ikea after school for dinner with Eric, Heidi, Hadi, Jinyou and Delphine. D drove us there so we kinda have to squeeze ourselves in the car. Have been hanging out with them lately and it was so awesome fun. Yesterday we went ice-skating and i can say i'm a potential ice-skater girl (First time skate!) without falling once i could actually skate on the ice already hehe kinda proud. Planning to have paintball as well on D's birthday. Really enjoy myself with them specially when i enjoy laughing so much, enjoy their talking so much and even tried new things like ice-skating and paintball which i never even play before.

Always paranoid.

2011-10-05T02:10:00.001+08:00

Did i mention that i'm afraid of school to start? And already thing like leo ain't working? (okay, to be more specify, i can't login to leo) well, reality is back again and have to face it for 15 weeks. Sad though, hope school + class turn out well tmrw. Usually for the first day, the feeling sucks. What's suck even more is that my class starts at 945am while the most of my poly friends starts at 915am. Um well, hope for a good start! :)

-Blogging from iphone, blogbooster

2011-10-02T00:38:00.001+08:00

Jingyee, one of my close friend in school. My cheer-up-pill :)

Had awesome fun with Y2S1 classmates at Sentosa yesterday, kind of celebrated an advanced birthday for the special birthday girl above. Whipped cream + smashed cake + burying + suntanning

OK IT HITS ME AGAIN!! I AM BACK WITH MY BIG SIZE ISSUE + WEIGHT ISSUE OMGOSH HERE I AM DEPRESSED AGAIN.

Fuck.

I hate candid shots, i really hate specially when my body is taken unknowingly :'(

Edited: ok, since it's the start of October. I need to make sure i'm eating the right food and less food and make sure my number is going down. I can't afford to be bigger in size and fatter anymore. This is depressing.......

2011-10-01T02:29:00.001+08:00

I find it hard to just close my eyes and have my sleep. My bodyclock has already adjusted to being a morning person (sleeptime) and what's sucks even more is that all the nonsensical thoughts flow in my mind while trying to turn in. The feeling that i had in me doesn't seem to go away, hated this feeling. Alot of thoughs and, that's probably caused dreams to appear recently. I can even imagine scenario in my head (trying to keep my mind drifted away then slowly to my lala land) and when scenario acted in my head acted in my real life??? It can be pretty amazing yet scary.

Life's been good with all the midnight madness + waking up late without alarm clock for now (Of course, health deprive) . School starting in five days and next vacation is 9 weeks after...... Thinking of this, it makes me wonder how strong could i handle this that far.

Well, it's October. Have a great one! :)

Pudding camera apps.

2011-09-29T23:17:00.002+08:00

My camera slipped off from Huiting's hand and dropped into top right hand of the plate and bang, so much of the tomato sauce. HAHAHAHA and i kept laughing. Look at the mess!

Let's see, I left 6 days of holiday. This make it so troublesome when we have tough decision booking clique chalet. They couldn't book on weekdays because i have my ass lesson in school and they can't book on weekend either because weekend can only book for three days two night which we didn't want. Yeah, kind of stuck.

korean food.

2011-09-28T17:38:00.007+08:00

The reaction when i received the class roster news...... then i go really sad. hahahaha.

Received a phone call from R yesterday and was told that class roster was out.

Mixed feeling as usual. Every time hated this class changing thing and lucky me that i know 2 people in the new class. R is one of them, that's why he called and told me i'm his next sem classmate. Another thing is Jinyou, Hadi, Eric, Junjie and Xiaowei are all in the same class!! Really lucky and so much of putting all the smart people together in the same class, i wonder how stress that class gonna be haha. Still, it is fucking stupid to change class every semester. Oh, and i can't login to my school wedsite for goodness sake!! I can't check whose my classmates are, i can't check which classes i will be in and which modules i will be taking. Ugh, hate everything about my school lah.

I have been going out every night and was told by mom that i should go out in the day not night time.

Anyway, i had kimchi soup and hotplate meat feast at Nex shopping mall yesterday. I can't eat meat and rice like that only??? I don't know how korean people manage to eat just meat.

2011-09-25T21:10:00.006+08:00

"She read about people she could never be and adventures she could never have."

It scares you when you realize how much they mean to you and when it's hits you, all those thoughts and questions rush through your head at once. A sad emotion even starts to creep on you slowly inch by inch as you start to wonder.

How are you possible going to live without them?

Why do i placed them higher than any others?

I don't know but it's just suck when not everyone is trying.

Macau Steam Milk

2011-09-24T01:15:00.001+08:00

If you wanna know how delicious this is, try this at Macau Express outside Singapore Expo. I don't know which hall it is, didn't really check it out but it's a hongkong restaurant that sell awesome steam milk, Portuguese egg tart and baked rice.

Received result today and expected to get around 2.5 or something but i didn't. I got something near to being a 3.0 pointer haha which makes me relieve much. I really tried my very best for this semester. All the fucking modules which i didn't learn before + i'm a slow learner, i actually can get these grades ( mixed feeling). You've done a good job, Careen! :)

2011-09-23T02:05:00.004+08:00

# Johnny English with Huiting and Jiana yesterday

# Steamboat with sis at GoldenMile few hours back

# Change my bedsheet

# Painted birds on my wall

# Planned sentosa trip for next monday

Texted the girls. Everyone's busy with work or study trip or oversea this summer holiday (except for me), glad that next monday most of them (ok, hopefully all of them) are able to make it. There will be chalet for us as well on probably 21 October which Jiana had planned for us.

Our chalet which we had been talking about since......... early last year finally gonna settle by our mighty J this month. J said she wanted to book the chalet before their school reopen which is on 24 October (while mine fucking start at 5 oct???) so she accommodates with my school schedule and decided on 21 October. SADFACE!!

Iphone3 camera suck............ some of the photos were edited with instagram apps, still figuring out how to use.

2011-09-22T02:33:00.001+08:00

Met up with Lynette the-forever-long-hair-girl last Friday and went to Atson restaurant then caught "A little bit of heaven" at Cathay. Customize my own phone yesterday and...... i think it starts to lag already! AND WHY IPHONE 3 BATTERY DRAINED SO MUCH FASTER THAN IPHONE4? I need to charge two times a day (Fucking waste electricity and money!)

Left two more weeks before school reopen! It's seem like i haven't been doing any meaningful things other than exercising.......... and didn't lost any kilos. Well, that's suck.

Whatsapp.

2011-09-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

Laughing so hard at home with the funny class's convo going on. As i said, Delphine is our closest facilitator in the class and is the most annoying person in the convo! My whatsapp's contacts from 29 contacts (I started in Febuary) to whooping 66 contacts now. It kind of shocked to know so many people are using this apps when...... the time when i used there's only a few of them are using. Now everybody's using it awesome! :)

2011-09-18T16:26:00.002+08:00

"Pretty Little Liars"

Last night zombie movie ending suck pretty much...

I concur.

2011-09-17T02:05:00.001+08:00

It takes two hands to clap.
It takes two person to make an effort to make a relationship/friendship work.
I have come to a conclusion that once I stop making that effort or go to extra lengths to make a friendship work, I officially don't really give a fuck about that friend anymore.

Apparently, I've come to a realisation that I haven't been making any effort to meet-up, catch-up or whatever.
It happened.

It's mean and its cold, but I don't really care anymore?
Frankly, I don't quite see the need to salvage the friendship.
It's also just sad that there isn't any reason for me to save this friendship (besides being seen as a bitch)
Its quite tiring maintaining a "superficial" friendship where both people are happy on the surface but there's no basis or depth of a real friendship at all.

On a lighter note, I'm still grateful to have amazing friends/people around me.
Friends who I'm completely at ease with.

When you are a person with a busy schedule (ie. a really busy person), you've only got yourself to blame when your friends stop asking you out.
Honestly, I don't really bother asking busy people out.
If you're busy and you feel that you have neglected your friends, its your duty to get back on track with your friends by asking them out. NOT getting pissed that your friends ditched you.
I know how busy I am at times, BUT I still made the effort to reschedule to meet the person at another time!

Taken from: mich-angelfire.blogspot.com

Back then when we were young.

2011-09-15T04:41:00.001+08:00

I miss the life i used to have during sec sch. The friends that we have, the fun that we had. Memories just flashed back when i turned my photo album (which i, luckily, printed all the good memories during the past years because most of the photos i took had been deleted) Thank goodness that i still kept a few photos of the old me but only a few... :(
The young girl with long hair, crooked teeth, black spectacle and someone who think that going for a relationship is bullshit will be turning 18 soon. Someone who thought dressing up is a hassle thing to do and doesn't matter if you dress well cuz no one gonna bother to look at you.. I have change so much so much from appearance to the way i think about things. I learn so much and i gna step into adulthood in two months time. It's kind of scary to know time pass so quickly and you are handling stuff by your own. Things like surviving alone in an unfamiliar and uncomfortable places? Things like making new friends? Things like trusting people? It's kind of hard to maintain friendship with people now especially when it comes to poly, it's no longer oh she's my primary sch mate and now she's my sec sch mate so i've seen her before... And our friendship could last 2 years and more cuz you will be my classmate for the next two years. Hell no for now where everyone doesn't know each other doesn't seen each other before and.. Class change every half a year? Ha ha ha it's just so different.

Back then, the time we wore our sch uniform with classmates of a confirmation for two years were so much to remember :'(
The most amazing thing was most of the friends that you make during sec sch, stays near you. Everyone either that area or this area. Meeting is definitely easier as well... I guess i'm already out of point but i just miss the old life so much. Thing is i have to look forward and move on with life. I can't live in the past yada alright time for bed. Goodnight.

(Me bogging from iphone.)

Liqueur Chocolate

2011-09-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

Mum bought this and maybe it's me who doesn't know how to appreciate the goodness of Liqueur Chocolate.

Dreams.

2011-09-14T00:59:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 1.30pm in the afternoon, no actually 12.15pm and i went back to sleep again. When i woke up at 12.15pm, i had a dream. A good one (Have no idea why i dreamt about that, but i feel good about it) and i went back to sleep again, i woke up at 1.30pm another dream occured (A bad one instead). It's not exactly bad lah but in the end, it's a good one haha fucking scary lor. It's about a bunch of people banging onto the windows/doors outside of your house because they wanted to find you?? I thought they are ghost/zombies and i hide myself in an unfamiliar room feeling really scare, in the end they just wanted to find a interior designer which happened to be me and i doubt my art skill in my dream leh?? Hahahaha mad dream i had and just an hour only leh, another interesting dream appeared.

I meet the girls @ Pasir ris for swimming and obscene fats are seen!!! The three of them are really damn healthy skinny, i went depressed looking at their bodies haish epecially Fat's. I had a great time learning from Fat and her patience is indeed something :)